Job

After long years of hard work, sleepless nights, endless school works, never tiring gala with friends, meeting one of your terror professor, having an anxiety or what so ever. Then it all ends. YOU GRADUATED! You thought... Yes! I'm all done with all this stuff and drama in college! But it's not.

Before college was so hard for every students and we want to just get away with it. But were all wrong. After you graduated you're own your own. Hello career world! Welcome to the world of unemployment stage and kamusta taxes to you!

Finding a job wasn't so easy. It takes a lot of courage, confidence and you have to show what you really got. But, how can you do all that if that's not your forte. Like me, I wasn't born confident enough to face other people without feeling insecure. Maybe I got low self-esteem or I was just really shy. Or maybe I always think I wasn't good enough in everything I've done.

Thankfully, I wasn't like the other students that was really focus on their studies. I was the kind of student that sometimes I take shits seriously sometimes I ain't. I go to parties, After class gala with friends, drinking session with my berks, having sleep over to one's block mates house when needed or plan. I experienced all that stuff. I have good grades most of the time to passed the subjects. Get some 3.00 or 5.00 in some subjects but I got to manage it to get high enough to qualify. 

You thought COLLEGE IS SO HARD I SHOULD KILL MYSELF! You're wrong. Wait till you graduate. 

In life, as long as you breathe the learning never ends. Even you finish your schooling you still learn things to grow you as a better person.

Now...I'm currently 3 months 2 weeks unemployed hence, finding a job that really suits my passion. And I hope I can find it by God's will. Because I know that He never fail to surprise us and He is the only one who knows the future. Just trust in Him and we'll not be perish but have an eternal life.

So to my fellow job seekers, good luck to us! May the odds be in our favor! :)

When all your late night thoughts and hardwork pays off

How to start these awesome and heart warming post? 4 years of labor and so much hard work really pays off. I can't explain my happiness in one word! Thank you Lord for guiding me always. You never let me go to wrong places. Muntik lang but I know my lesson.

See that? Sarap sa feeling ng nasa iyo na ang diploma mo <3 p="">

Before the commencement exercise. Nagkaroon pa muna kami nang Baccalaurate mass at Manila Cathedral Church at Intramuros. Not so much happenings pero after that got the chance to have pictures with my friends. And also, that day was the arrival of my parents and little brother here in the Philippines. My sister and his boyfriend fetch them at NAIA 1 then went to me where I was. As usual, all time bati to me was "Mas lalo ka ata tumataba" hayyy. 

APRIL 23, 2016

Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan yang date na yan. Muntik pa hindi mangyare to dahil sa cebu pero hindi nangyare pa din. Glory to God for that awesome news! 

Duterte was our speaker of the night.

Got mah bestfriend on me! hihihihi Thank you Lord dahil kahit ang dami kong naipon na friends sa 4 na taon na yun pakonti sila nang pakonti pero ganun naman ata talaga di ba? May nabasa nga ako na "When you don't lose some friends, you never grow up" Ganun ata talaga no. Naiinggit nga ako sa mga may solid na friends. Yung talagang solid na solid. Di ako nagkaroon nun. :( Even in high school. Pero at least, meron akong kaibigan na kaya ako ipagtanggol sa lahat.

Di ko na natapos yung program sa school kasi may balak pa kami na pumunta sa Mckinley Hills, Taguig para icelebrate ang graduation ko :) All in all, I still got my diploma! :)

The reason...

Last time I posted about our second anniversary and I was so happy. And everyone thought na happy ending na naman. Akala ko din. Pero tama nga ang quotation na "People change. Memories don't" Lahat ng tao nagbabago. Physically, Emotional, o kahit ano pa yan.

Dumating kami sa point na nagsasakitan na kami pero dahil mahal ko pinapatawad ko pa din siya. Ganun ata talaga pag nagmahal ka. Magpapakatanga ka. Away-bati hanggang sa sabihin ang katagang "Ayoko na. Maghiwalay na lang tayo." Aaminin ko di ko fully meant yung sinabi ko na yun via text. Siguro nung time na yun sobrang nasasaktan na ako at inaamin na sa sarili ang gaga ko na talaga. Akala ko hindi siya papayag kasi syempre kahit naman ganun yun mahal ako nun kaya nya nga ako niligawan di ba? Pero pumayag siya "Talaga! Magbreak na tayo! Ayoko na sayo! Sawa na ako sayo!" dami pa niyang sinabi na negative. Iyak lang ako ng iyak. Siguro siya sobrang saya niya nun kasi malaya na siya.

Dumating pa nga ako sa point na hinahabol ko siya just to save our relationship. Ganun ata talaga pag inakala mo na siya na ang "The one" mo. pero napagod din ako maghabol. I started to moved on and live my life forward pero isang araw nagchat siya. "Miss na daw niya ako" hanggang sa gusto niyang mangyare na KAMI PERO HINDI KAMI. Ayun yung kilos nyo parang may relasyon pero walang label. Syempre umandar na naman pagiging tanga ko pumayag ako. Pero di rin nagtagal yun. Nakapag vacation pa nga kami sa Quezon Province eh nang ganun ang estado ng relasyon namin. He even invited me to his family vacation since close ko naman ang family niya. And they don't know the real status of our relationship. Alam kong mali pero ganun ata talaga "masarap ang bawal" hanggang nung sa pag-uwi kami galing QP tinanong ko siya kung ano ba kami? Ang sagot niya "Mahal kita pero gusto ko muna maramdaman maging binata ulit. Yung walang magbabawal sa akin. Yung walang iniisip..." dami pa niyang sinabi pero ang sagot ko sa kanya "Masaya ako kasi nakakapagdecide ka na ng ganyan" I even said to him na I will wait for him to come back to me. I said to him "Iloveyou" pero sa sagot niya doon ako natauhan. "THANK YOU" ang sagot niya.

And ayun nasuntok ako ng katotohanan...na even you wait for him to do his stuff, you'll never be good enough for him because he doesn't really want you and love you. Ayaw ka lang niya pakawalan pero di ka na niya gusto bilang girlfriend niya. Doon ko na nadecide na fully mag move on na.

Tinitignan ko pa din minsan profile niya. I didn't unfriend him or anything. Sa instagram lang. Pero di na yung tipong pag may makita kang di kanais nais iiyak ka. Ayun siguro ang tinatawag na acceptance. :) Ngayon masaya ako dahil nakabangon ako. ganun naman talaga di ba dapat kapag nadapa...masasaktan ka pero kailangan mo tumayo at tanggapin. Ganun na ako ngayon. :) I just lived my life in right way. 

I know there's no proper closure to our relationship. Kung tatanungin nyo ko kung napatawad ko na ba siya...siguro ang sagot ko sa inyo at palagi kong sagot sa inyo "dadating din tayo diyan"

And I'm happy for him. To his new relationship and I hope ayun na talaga ang right one for him.

Now...I'm 1 year and a half na single. May nanligaw pero di pumasa. Di naman ako nagmamadali eh. That's one of the lesson I've learned in this relationship. Wala sa tagal yan. Nasa nararamdaman nyo yan sa isa't-isa.



JUNE 21, 2016
He chat me on messenger. Just random chat "Hi pi. Kamusta?" then as the chat went on...Lagi niya iniinsist yung nakaraan namin. Ibang iba daw ako sa gf niya, Konting away lang daw nakikipag break na yung girl, blah blah... I don't know kung anong gusto niya sakin. Kung bat nagparamdam pa siya. Does he want me back? Does he want me to feel miserable again? Gusto niya ba ipamukha na masaya buhay niya knowing na i'm still single. Kung ano man yan... IDGAF! Get his actions straight! Actions still speaks louder than words. 

Second ANNIVERSARY ♥

Akalain mo yun. Nung nagkakilala kami ang payat ko pa. 2 years later, eto chubby ulit di ko ba alam kung HIYANG ba ako sa kanya. Ayun kasi sabi nila. :)) Madalas pa nag-aaway kami lalo na sa malilit na bagay, ayun nauwi sa hiwalayan. Buti nga nag-effort pa sya kung hindi baka wala na tong second anniversary na to. So thankful pa din ako. So magkkwento na ako....


August 31, 2014
Going to Aliw Theater kasi manunuod kami ng ballet show with a free ride-all-you-can ticket sa star city. At the same time, it's our SECOND ANNIVERSARY. :"> Akalain mo yun!

Before going, galing ako sa kanila kasi nagovernight ako. So I have to rushed kasi magpapaayos pa ako kay Puda (one of my best best friend) kasi nga anniversary di ba! Alam mo naa. :)) so nagpakulot pa ako and nagpamake-up. Syempre kailangan magpaganda. :D

So eto naaaa... 3pm ang show. Wala pa kami dun nasa byahe pa lang kami ni escorsa and lorenze dahil sakin. Sa sobrang pakulot ko ayan nawalan kami ng magandang pwesto sa loob.

After the ballet performance, yung block namin di na nakapag star city dahil sa maulan. So we've decided na mag harbour square na lang.

Pero humiwalay kami ni Jurgen and his girlfriend and my man. Para kumain sa HOT STAR in bluewave. Double date kuno. :D. Grabe ang LAKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII ng chicken!! O.O literal talaga!

and then we head back to harbour square para sumama sa kanila MAGPARTYYYYYYYYYY!!! Best night ever. :D Uminom ulit with escorsa, my man and lorenze since may problema si sungkiee ko. Dinamayan namin. :)

Pictures....? Here it is.

September 1, 2014

Still our anniversary, kung bakit? Long story. Wala naman special, nilibre ko sya sa bonchon and then gala lang sa mall. Then hinatid ako. :)

I can say na there's no perfect relationship. Everyone can experience heartaches, not all the times it can be as happy as it is but trust me, if that guy is worth fighting for then go for it. Wala naman masamang kung magtake risks ka eh. It's okay if nagmumukha ka nang tanga. As long as parehas kayo. HAHAHHA. Love takes time. :) As of now, I'm happy. Who cares di ba? ;)

Hi, blogger. It's been years since I visit my own page. I forgot my password kasi. Well, what's new? I thanked God for His awesomeness. Because of His blessing I'm here now at Doha, Qatar. Al Rayyan specifically. I'm with my parents and little bro. Bonding together, since it's been years also. I'm basically on visit here because I can't stay here due to my school duty. Sayang naman kung aaksayahin ko yung ininvest ko sa University na yun. and 1 year na lang naman na pagtitiis e. :) Thank you LORD for everything. I could not asked for more. I'm contented now in what I'm having. :) Just one favor, Guide us always. Inshallah. Soon, I'm going back to the Philippines. It's hard to go back there but I need to be strong and to face the new days in a new country. Well, that's life. Konting tiis lang, magkakasama na ulit kami. SOMEDAY. <3 p="">

TOGETHER AGAIN. <3 p="">

WITH MY BABY BROTHAA!

MY SIBLINGS! ♥

OUR BONDING MOMENTS: FOODTRIPPIN!

@VILLAGIO AND THE TORCH DOHA

WITH CO-LEAGUE OF MY MOM AND MY SIBLINGS. :)

SOUQ!

SOME BUILDING HERE IN QATAR! 

THANK YOU LORD. MORE BONDING MOMENTS WITH FAMILY SOON. ♥

Foundation Week @ MCS

Every January our school, Manila Cathedral School is having a celebration called Foundation week. It’s the time that our school was made. So, in every third week same with the feast of Sto.Nino our school celebrates it’s foundation. Every year levels have some different categories or dance for their mass demonstration. So, the senior students like me starts practicing on 9th of January because we need to comply some of the requirements because we're graduating students and yet we have lots to do pa. So this is how I celebrated my foundation week...

• FIRST DAY OF FOUNDATION WEEK. ♥

Me @ ICP church! Rest rest lang saglit.

With my commandant Sr. Wilson Barbosa.

Hi my nini! My bebe Gino's sister. Love ko yan!

Meet my bestfriend guys! :D. Abegail Iniego!

~ On my first day of foundation week I was on duty. Sabi kasi nung iba na may libreng rides daw pag nagduty. So, Abe, Steff, Ayres and Me, have decided to duty this day. But unfortunately. Hindi natuloy yung libreng rides dahil may naaksidente. :( Poor guy. Pero mabuti naman at hindi siya namatay! Praise God.

• SECOND DAY OF FOUNDATION DAY. ♥

~ It's PERFORMANCE DAY to us Juniors and Seniors. I hope we win! Let's Go SENIORS! Bring the heat. ;)

Preparation for our performance!

Me while performing! Pose daw muna e. :D

Me & Nini again! :D. <3

Hi bebe Gino ko! Mahal kita. :* >:D<

Meet my girls. ;) from Lft to Rght (Me, Abe, Steff, Debbie and Rand)

~ And guess what?! We WON. Well I make kwento. Our call time is 11am because the program will start at 1:30pm onwards. After our performance, me and my ate ay nagrides. Pinatry ko sa kanya yung new ride sa school. Because it's always, Lantern wheel, caterpillar yung rides sa school namin tuwing fday. It was called MOON ROCKET. At first I don't know the exact name of that rides so I called it "ROCKET CHUUCHUU" haha. tapos, my other friends went out to Clyde's house. It was a very tiring yet fun day for me! CONGRATULATIONS SENIORS! :D

• THIRD DAY OF FOUNDATION WEEK ♥

My OUTFIT:

1. Blue Long sleeves dress with laces. (DRESS)
2. Brown below the knee boots (SHOES)
3. Swatch wrist watch (ACCESSORIES)
4. Violet shoulder bag (BAGS)

My girls! left to right (Angel, Rand, Abe and Steff)

Hi bff! I love you K? :)

Me! :D Lol.

With my english teacher Sr. Edberg Morales! :bd

~ Well, on my third day. I wore something different from thee others! Haha. hindi naman superb different pero makakapal lang ang mukha nung magsususot nun. Lol. When I go out from our house up to school. People looked to me from head to toe. Hindi siguro sila makapaniwala na may nagboboots sa Pinas! :)) XD. Ayun, some people compliment and some others just looked at me like they are insecure. (Wassup biotch!) I ate TAHO. Because my teacher in TLE offered us to buy in their booth. I miss eating TAHO every mornings. Then it's so hot outside so we've decided to go to the library and watch a movie. The first movie that we've watch is I dunno-the-title. But it is a suspense film. Next movie, Paranormal Activity 2. btw, the movie booth entrance pass cost only 10 pesos. After that, I don't have other plan to go to that's why at 4:ooPM I'm now at home sweet home and my dinner dish is Ginisang Ampalaya. Yummeh. ;)

• FOURTH DAY OF FOUNDATION WEEK ♥

Me wearing glasses. :)

Alam mo yung napagtripan? Ako yun eh. Posas with Allen. Kinasal kami T_T

Bagay daw?! GAMIT kaya. :)) XD

Me and ate @SM Cinema watching Underworld 3d.

My MMOGALICIOUS FAMILY. :3

~ My fourth day. Pumasok ako ng 7:30am. HAHA. Office look daw sabi ng iba yung outfit ko. And this day napagtripan ako. Ipakasal daw ba ko kahit joke?! Duh, not funny. Pero nakatulong din naman ako. :D. At least napacheckan nila yung project nila kapalit ng pekeng kasal. Tapos alam mo yung feeling na pinahiram mo yung cellphone mo dahil sabi nya na maglalaro lang siya. Pagkatingin mo sa kanila pinapanuod na pala nila yung mga videos mo. KAKAHIYA! Tapos, ini-bluetooth pa! Nak ng tokwa!! Pero okay lang. :3. May magic show nga pala and acrobats. Hindi ko masyado naenjoy. Boring nila e. Wala pa yung pogi dun sa mga acrobats. SAD. After nun, nako may nangyari pang hindi maganda pero ayoko nang ikwento pa. Mababadtrip lang ako. Nung uwian, pumunta kami sa SM para kumain. Andun na si ate kasi pinapunta ko sya sa school e, bawal pa pala akong lumabas. Ayown, kumain kami sa karate kid. Kahit short kami, nakaraos at nabusog! After nilang kumain umuwi na sila. Tapos kami ni ate nanuod ng movie. 3d pa ha. :D

May fifth day pa e. And that is our card day. Hindi ko pa nauupload yung pictures pero I'll update you na lang. ;). HAPPY READING! And oh? Kamusta naman ang Foundation week mo? Masaya din ba? Kwnto ka naman! :D

New year, new LOOK! :D

From this..

To THIS..

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Happy new year everyone. It's been months since I didn't update my blogspot. So sorry! It's been a busy year ang 2011 ko. Ang daming experience. Naging bida ako sa play ng section namin which is "Annie" and I've got an award. BEST ACTRESS! San ka pa! :)). Lewl. Sa super busy ko hindi ko na namalayan na mahaba na pala talaga yung buhok ko. Grabe! So i've decided na to cut my hair for a new look. I've got this hairstyle called "layered style hairdo". Well, some say that nagmukha akong bata. And I was like -> O_O (bata pa naman ako ah.)

I hope I'll have a year that is full of fun and success! :). Hello 2012. Please be good to me.

PRAYER:

Lord God,

Bless me in this 2012. I know that you've always there for me and to my family.

I thank you for all the blessings that you've been giving to us. And sorry for being a

stubborn child sometimes to my parents. Bless my parents and my little brother in

Qatar. Give them strength, good health and guidance. And also to my ate, please guide

her in everyday life. I love you lord. Ikaw na bahala sakin. Pinagkakaloob ko na sayo

lahat.

Amen.

<3